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  1. Thanks for the responses. I am grateful that I was there for her. I felt pretty numb once I got home that night. Like I just cried all the emotion out of me. On my way home, I thought about the last time I saw her. Before Christmas. That was the last time I saw her ok.

     After that, each time I saw her she looked progressively worse. Im at-least glad she’s no longer suffering.

     Can’t help but feel disconnected from everything though. 

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  2. My family was gathered. I was next to my dad and I was holding her hand.

     She was just gasping and all we could do was kiss her and tell her we were ere for her. 
     For a moment she actually opened her eyes. 
     

     Then it looked like she was trying to gulp for air. That’s when everyone started crying. Telling her it’s ok to go. What hurt the worst, was hearing one of my uncle say “mommy”. And I could hear his voice break. That did it for me. I just started balling after that. I could hear myself go “no” when her breathing started to pause. Each pause was longer, til it just stopped. 
     

     That’s when I realized, my grandma was dead. But at the sane time I had denial. I looked at her chest to see if there was any breathing. My mind was trying to process what was going on.

     

     She was given six months. She didn’t even last two...

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